Mach 15th
Dear Journal,
I am a little bit upset with Kae getting in touch with my Mother about my behavior. It’s like getting double-teamed by a couple of females. It’s not fair and it’s definitely not fair when one is your Mom and the other is your girlfriend.
It’s been a long time since I’ve had a talking too by my Mom, it’s been years in fact. Now, I’ll admit that I like to drink and I like to rough house with my friends and I am not used to someone that is going to get their nose out of joint when I do either of the above. I just know that I am not a little boy and I did politely explain that to my Mom, although I don’t think that she heard that part.
She’s just upset with the way that Vashlan is acting lately and I do find it kind of surprising, however, I think that he will settle back down once the novelty wears off and he finally grows up enough to where he realizes that things aren’t that great if that’s all you do. Mom is worried about him neglecting his studies and I’ll admit that that could be a problem, so, I’ll have a few passing words with him when I am in Stormwind in a few days.
Kae acted as if everything was okay between us when I got back this last time, all banged up and somewhat injured, however, I didn’t know that it bothered her enough to send a letter to my Mom like someone being a tattletale. Well, she and I have had a discussion on the matter and I think that I made it real clear that she doesn’t have the right to contact my Mother in regard to my behavior. If she has a problem with me, she needs to talk to me about it before she starts wailing at the moon like some spoiled little girl. I don’t need for my Mother to know about or be involved with the things that I do because I am a grown man, the last time I checked. Sure, I’m still a young man, however, I’m considered capable of taking care of myself quite nicely.
Let’s just say that Kae stormed out of the house and I didn’t see her for a couple of days. I thought that she had left me and had gone back to her Sentinels again. Well, she did go back there and found out why she left in the first place and they didn’t exactly welcome her back with open arms as she had anticipated that they would. She didn’t sign up or anything, she just offered to help out where needed. She got stuck with training some of the newer people that had join the ranks and I guess she was really not pleased with that, especially showing them how to dig new latrines and covering the holes from the old ones.
She came back and we argued some more and finally got to the point that we would agree not to talk about it again until both of our tempers had cooled.
Women! You can’t live with them and you can’t live without them! I know that I have a tough time trying to figure out the moods that my beloved Sentinel can get into and to add my Mother to the mix is just not a fair thing to do to a man. My mind was just spinning with all of the do’s and do not’s that I just ended up shutting down and trying to ignore my head for a while. If I didn’t love both of them, I would have just packed up my things and traveled on to someplace else, until it hit me that this is my farm and I built it before either one of them ever saw it. No, I wouldn’t be the one leaving, however, nothing of that sort happened.
I just find it odd that women, or the ones that I have known, are all lovey dovey when you’re courting them and then, after they feel more secure in the relationship, they get all weird. I know that Kae and I have had some arguments or disagreements in the past and some of them have gotten to be rather heated, however, we always did the kiss and make up thing before we went to bed together. Women do have some strange moods and emotions sometimes and I always wonder if these things will settle down as they get older if it is something that a fellow just has to deal with indefinitely.
I wish my Dad was here in Pandaria instead of Silvermoon because he has had much more experience with this sort of thing than I have and maybe he could give me some pointers on how to stay out of trouble. Or at least stay out of the sights of my loved one when she is in a snit. I’m sure that female Sindorei and female Kaldorei are similar in their emotional makeup, although, I think that the Sindorei girls might be more excitable. I just don’t know. I could ask Dawnglory, I suppose, although he has mellowed out quite a bit since he got involved with his woman and they had their baby – I’m sure he still remembers the days when he ran around like a crazy man.
Maybe I should just keep to myself on this and figure it out on my own for a while. I know that it’s almost embarrassing to admit that you don’t understand the woman that you are with. I do think that I love her and that one day we will be mated and take our vows, however, I’m not quite ready for that kind of commitment just yet. I wonder if she would have so readily run to my Mom with the problems that we were having if we were mated or is it because we’re not? I don’t know, I guess I should give this whole thing a lot more thought.
Kaldor Shadowmoon
